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Name: Julie
Country: Canada
Birthday: 2/7/1985
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Saturday, August 11, 2007

back from macau.. oh and what a trip.. i feel like i've been in another world and coming back home, even though i've been gone for 3 months, is like stepping backwards into time. its like i never left. macau has really, helped me focus a little more i think on what is important. and i think its helped me change a little in a good way (although i guess we'll see later on if it really is). the missions trip has brought me more focus on fighting the good fight. it's also drawn me closer to God in all my decision-making. but mostly, its helped me be more aware that there is so much more out there than what i see at home, i'm just not aware of it all. i wonder where all these thoughts will take me...?
     


Friday, April 27, 2007

undergrad completed!!!!

omg... now what to do??? so excited its all over but totally terrified. i am now officially unemployed (as my friend so HELPFULLY pointed out)... nerve-wrecking when i think of all the osap i owe. but totally thrilling to think that i'm moving on to something different. i've been in school for WAYYYYY too long, havent had a summer since uni started... then again, once u start work, same deal...

i finish today and already im feelin agitated because i'm not working. i know i should be all excited about my upcoming trip (which i am), but i can't help being tainted by this dread. i hate not knowing whats going on next. i hate having nothing planned. and i hate myself a little for not being successful enough, or organized enough to have one ready... i've become someone that i used to look down upon, isnt that so pathetic. i'm a walking hypocrite...

sigh... moving on. photos from NC/UC Thirst... i will miss all u lovely ppl!! thanx for helpin me thru my undergrad yrs... and for those that didnt go and arent in the photos... u guyz are just as important to me! thanx kiddos











         


Monday, April 16, 2007

love

here is a random question: what is love? how do you know if it's love?

i think my head and my heart disagree on what love is. my head thinks that love is more than an emotion. it's wanting whats best for the other person, caring for their well being, trusting them and protecting them, hoping for the best and always endures

my heart however believes in this passionate emotion, an outpouring of insane happiness and longing to be with the person. love to my heart seems to be a need to be with the person, not a choice

is it wrong to WANT to be with someone but not sure if you NEED to be with someone?


Monday, April 09, 2007

1 down, 4 more finals to go... plus a paper... over too soon and im not ready yet!!!
prayers that i'll find a job... applied to a bunch of places and only heard from 1 for an interview... sighhhhh much sadness and stress

on happy note... formal on friday!!!! hopes that table arrangement worked itself out FINALLY!! and fun with pretty dresses and pretty friends and pretty BOOZE!!! hahaha
and even better, 3 weeks b4 im in london!!! oh plz may this trip not make me entirely broke and also give me much joy and relaxation!! ^-^


Tuesday, March 06, 2007

applications and school make me stressed... all this english writing makes me go nutty.. i need to get crackin! AHHHHHH

i hate having doubts

semi and noel bye bye photos from way back when....

 



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